Ball of emotion

Positives for Missing Days:
01/20/20 My kids' comments on social media show me I'm a good mom.
01/21/20 Leg hurting a lot but everyone is very supportive
01/22/20 Sister sent me Google play cards


Today: 
My VA claims eval is next week. I am hopeful they'll be able to see my PTSD for the monster it is. I figured I would warn you in case I start being all raging stupid and unreasonable since I may be triggered afterward. I get super short-tempered and sometimes downright mean and other times am just a ball of emotion and cry at dumb shit.

I had someone come in and ask if I could help with the audio in the conference room (I have no fucking clue on that) and I said I didn't know, to ask the tech. Five minutes later, someone from the same meeting came in and asked the same damned thing. Like I'm gonna know what I didn't know before in only 5 minutes when I'm already up to my eyeballs trying to enroll students.